Why do I have such wonky, more so shitty, luck with money???
Shoukd I just off myself and hope to wake in a world abd species with no money?
Im not built for this shit man, im so fucking angry
If we choose our lives before are born as a "game" like those new age hippies say, then my dumb ass higher self is a masochist
FUCK MY HIGHER SELF
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What the fuck is wrong with me?
>Used to be a neet/incel until 23
>Decided to get my life together
>Went to college, got degree
>Also got a gf at the ripe age of 26
>Really happy for a while, knowing I'm not dying alone or a virgin
>Time passes
>Get to grad school
>Living together with her now
>The novelty has completely wore off
Now I just want to be alone. In fact, I think I was happier when I was a neet incel. I do care about her, but I really don't know if I want to marry this woman. Other than watching anime, she's a total normie and mostly just spends time on twitter now. All she talks about is social media controversies, how men are horrible, how such and such literal who said something racist online, etc. I can't stand it. I want to play guitar/video games and just read about random shit in my spare time. Instead I have to cook and clean and drive her around. Also somehow find the time to study for my master's on top of it all.
I don't know how much of this is just me wanting to go back to my previous self or how real my grievances with her are. But I just can't accept that this is my life from now on. Forever, until I die. I feel like God has decided to punish me for wanting things that were never meant to me in the first place. I begged for a gf and for a woman, any woman, to notice me. The monkey paw curled and now my life is this absolute hell.
What the fuck should I do? It's not like I can tell her all this shit. She wouldn't understand. It wouldn't make any sense from her perspective. And as annoying as she is, I still care about her. She's my first gf. But I just don't know what to do. Maybe I should just blow my brains out. Then I'll have some peace.
>Decided to get my life together
>Went to college, got degree
>Also got a gf at the ripe age of 26
>Really happy for a while, knowing I'm not dying alone or a virgin
>Time passes
>Get to grad school
>Living together with her now
>The novelty has completely wore off
Now I just want to be alone. In fact, I think I was happier when I was a neet incel. I do care about her, but I really don't know if I want to marry this woman. Other than watching anime, she's a total normie and mostly just spends time on twitter now. All she talks about is social media controversies, how men are horrible, how such and such literal who said something racist online, etc. I can't stand it. I want to play guitar/video games and just read about random shit in my spare time. Instead I have to cook and clean and drive her around. Also somehow find the time to study for my master's on top of it all.
I don't know how much of this is just me wanting to go back to my previous self or how real my grievances with her are. But I just can't accept that this is my life from now on. Forever, until I die. I feel like God has decided to punish me for wanting things that were never meant to me in the first place. I begged for a gf and for a woman, any woman, to notice me. The monkey paw curled and now my life is this absolute hell.
What the fuck should I do? It's not like I can tell her all this shit. She wouldn't understand. It wouldn't make any sense from her perspective. And as annoying as she is, I still care about her. She's my first gf. But I just don't know what to do. Maybe I should just blow my brains out. Then I'll have some peace.
>put WV over Ohio at confidence 10
>put SMU over Baylor at confidence 9
>put SMU over Baylor at confidence 9