just went outside and actually paid some attention to my surroundings for the first time in a long ass time, immediately regretted it.
passing by actual cis women on the street made me realize there's no amount of hormones, surgeries, clothing, makeup or anything else that can make a man become a woman or vice versa, at least during this century. we're stuck with what we're given at birth, and that's the end of that, all else is pure cope. i felt like a wolf walking around sheep, imagining i was one of them. no matter how much i could try to hide my true nature, we're quite literally built different. even if the sheep pretended to care and accept me, they'd be doing it out of fear i cause trouble to them, and they'd be relieved the second i'm gone.
obviously this doesn't mean i'm gonna start chudding out and hate every single tranny in existence, but it kind of opens your eyes to how much of the concept of transness itself is built on a false premise.
transgender = across gender
quite literally impossible. men can't become women. you can be a man who takes the social role of a woman, but you'll still forever be male. maybe there's an exception to be made with intersex trannies, but idk.
you can't claim "trans women are real women", when they're only socially so. they're half-women at best, is what i'm trying to say.
idk maybe i'm just bitter
i wonder how long the movement will last, actually. is the right-wing anti-troon push worldwide just a phase or are we in for the long haul?