I groomed myself lol
>diddled as a kid (uncle used to pull off my pants in front of his buddies for laughs) (used to kiss me in private as well)
>develop a hell of a fetish for being bottomless and getting kissed by old men
>get extremely anxious around women in my teens
>threw up the first two times I had girls over, never got more intimate than a handshake or a hug
>ended up ghosting everyone because f it
>goon to more and more depraved shit until I'm watching gay porn
>say fuck it and started trooning out to look good bottomless and attract chasers to fuck my mouth
Fuck yeah I'm on my third month and I'm getting so fucking gay hahaha holy shit I can't wait to take more meds and become a BITCH I can't get hard anymore at all I have to stimulate my cockhead with a bullet vibrator to make it coom hahahahhahaha I never had a chance to be normal hahahahaha I LOVE ESTRDIOL VALERATE