I never used to feel lonely when it came to sexual stuff. Sure, I'd get lonely about not having a partner, but I never used to care about not having a guy to do sexual stuff with. Just getting off by my lonesome was fine.
Recently however I've began thinking about certain things. Not necessarily the act of sex itself, but the things that surround it (that are equally important)
Things like getting embarrassed with eachother when you both want it, teasing eachother playfully because you're both attracted to eachother, him carrying me up to bed lovingly when he knows I want it (even though I'm fat and that is hyper unrealistic)
All that stuff sexual stuff is so cute and kind of makes me feel likely for the first time ever about not having someone to segs.
It's not as bad of a feeling as when I get lonely about just not having a partner in general, but it still feels weird.
