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>>40651839
Remember Anons, I am here to push you and try give actionable advice to you best I can. You can make friends, perhaps even with one another.
>>40651913
>but also felt compelled to not leave people in the dark
I think that is very healthy, really. It is great for maintaining relationships to be able to have quiet spells. But it also requires upkeep nonetheless. It sounds like you miss those times. There is a cure to estrangement. Growing apart is reversible a lot of the time. If you need help, we're there for it.
>>40654856
>The OCD i havent got looked at yet
Please don't take it the wrong way but your OCD flags are crimson. I would consider it a top priority matter for your well-being.
>To answer your response yeah /sig/ has helped because talking about this stuff it feels great and off my chest because I would have probably going through the motions like I’ve done.
I'm very proud of you that you opened up like that, by the way! I hope you don't mind me being so selective regarding the bits I respond to though, I read everything. Things are difficult and I do hope that getting the OCD matter looked into will greatly ease the difficulties you experience, which in turn would most likely make things like the job search easier, though that is conjecture. I wish you nothing but the very best and I hope you can tell I am rooting for you!
>>40657432
It's pathetic honestly, and seems like an international phenomenon. Hope they didn't give you too much grief. How are you doing now?