Over the past 5 years, my heart has been filled with immense pain and hatred. Why is it that our generation—the most excellent, hardest-working, and most capable generation of Chinese men—are locked up in schools like prisoners for 20 years or even longer, and then get married, have our heads pressed down by an old chink woman, forced to buy a house in the 21st year, and forced to apply for a 30-year mortgage? Why is our life arranged to be released from a 20-year prison career, only to enter a 30-year exile and labor reform career in Beijing, Shanghai, Guangzhou, Shenzhen, and Hangzhou? Why are we forced to wear electronic ankle monitors, where every month when the time comes, the 30-year mortgage is automatically deducted from our accounts?