God I hate being a diaper fag so much.
I found a diaper model who lives close to me, because I recognized some of the landmarks and stores in the background of their videos. The problem I'm having is that there's no natural way for me to say "hey, wanna meet up?" Because it's totally selfish of me.
But I want too! So bad! I just want to experiment with someone at least once, but I'm so fucked up socially that it's never going to happen
Whats the most painless suicide method? I don't know how much longer I'm going to be around for