>>83089191
So, what exactly do you imagine? I like to lie on my side and imagine a girl like pic rel, maybe her hair could be black or purple, and I imagine staring into each other's eyes lovingly while hugging, and I imagine she's cold so we hug very tightly, or I imagine the bed is against a wall and she likes me to 'enlose' her so she's no longer afraid of the dark or falling asleep. Sometimes I lie on my back and imagine her weight on top of me and her face in my chest or next to my neck, and her calling me her personal bodypillow and that she can't sleep without it! In my fantasies she's depressed and I help her overcome her ED and give her the energy and motiavion to get out of bed and talk walks/cycle in nature and find movies to watch on my laptop with her.
Of course I also have erotic fantasies like her guiding my fingers to her pussy and showing me how to make her cum, and me staring at her cute face and kissing her when she cums, and licking my fingers cause I love every part of her.

>>82810048
>prepare for humiliation
As in? It's all strangers and broken people, I finally will have nothing to be ashamed of.
I'm 90% certain I will cry immediately, I always cry when I talk with psychologists/psychiatrists. (I am mentally ill)
>she's literally me
That's impossible, because she's litterally my perfect woman!

Watch Monogatari, it's all about the crazy girls, Senjougahara is my favourite
>>82477888
>find the man of your dreams
>lock him in your basement until he's adequately skelly
>then control his diet so he remains perfect
t. BMI 19.2, is that too high?

Normie women are boring, only women with mental health issues are real human beings. Monogatari has shown me I need a menhera gf

I am a boyfailure so I believe I could find common topics and struggles and understanding with a girlfailure.

crazy to think your soulmate could be browsing this board right now

I'm just realistic. Since I struggle with depression, I think a girl with mental health issues would be a good match for me.