>>527727202
i feel like years spent not being able to exercise my social muscles made me deeply autistic in a way that i'm really not sure how to handle. or maybe i just need reassurance that i never used to need? is that a trauma response? shit is really weird and makes me feel disgusting.
>>527540821
do you understand my conundrum now
i have so much love and affection to give but nobody to give it to
i don't hate being touched by someone i really like
>>527514969
one time i said something about looking for a healwife in /y chat and met one of the most truly wonderful people i've ever had the joy of knowing, that was kinda cool