>>40683157
>>40683872
>nearly an entire month off
Eyy, neat! That's even better!
>whatever I can get from a work vending machine
Any chance of bringing something else with you from home and putting it in a work locker so you wont eat it until you're at work?
if it's more about feeling full than it is about chewing on something you could also try bringing some soup.
>ozempic
hmm I know a handful of people who have tried it, and it seems harder on the digestive system than most people want to admit. If you know you can drop 10kg without I'd skip it.

>>40681436
>>40683983
That sounds like a good outcome. I hope for you that there will and that it will continue to add something pleasant to your life. fingers crossed!
>Well, you are a pleasure to talk to ITT, I can imagine meeting you in person further amplifies the effect.
I'm glad to hear it - and flattered by your faith in my ability to replicate it irl lol.
saying I'm good at it makes me feel slimy and gross, but being able to make people I didn't know a little over a month ago feel this strongly about me is something I think about a lot. It's a strange skill to have.
>sexuality
knowing myself my descriptions probably wont be able to go very in-depth before I hit backspace and delete them. some of it ties into the same ability to appeal to strangers as mentioned above. my hypersexual drive. my disappointing dysfunctional body. my time at the school where I was groped and cornered and licked and stalked.
The same old things.
I don't know if I'll ever be normal but I want to at least stop using it for self harm or being afraid of it. Ideally... I want to feel warm and safe about what I do and what I want instead of feeling like I'm on fire.
so I think I have to practice doing things softer.