>Exist.
>I realize that I am awake and I have returned to my room, I feel mao’s scent close.
>I see that mao is asleep next to me hugging the now baptized "mr. Fox".
>Seeing mao clinging to "mr. Fox" makes me a little jealous, so I hug her from behind and the three of us snuggle together.
>mao feels my presence and turns around to hold on to me from the front, she curls up under my chin.
>I feel mao very close to me and she begins to hug me with all her strength.
>I have won the battle against "mr. Fox", I smile a little seeing the plush toy on the other side of the bed.
>mao bites my neck and softly tells me "dummy, don’t be jealous". I pout in response.
>I grab mao by the waist and look into her eyes saying playfully "did you sleep very comfortably today? I don’t feel anything on top".
>mao blushes like a tomato and begins to hit me softly as a protest.
>I caress mao’s head and we spend a while enjoying the moment together.
>The day begins, it is a new week. We both take care of cleaning the room, now that mao is with me it is a bit easier and faster to do the morning routine.
>mao helps me clean the room while I put some clothes to wash and clean the other rooms.
>When I finish, mao pulls on the edge of the shirt I am wearing, she tells me she found things she wants to burn.
>I see mao surprised by what she says and I ask her if something happened. She tells me there are things that are unnecessary in the room.
>Listening to mao, I feel I have too many things stored, so I suggest to mao that we do an activity together.
>mao looks at me a little sideways and asks me what I plan to do. I suggest buying a big trunk to store those things.
>I change with mao and we go out. Today, since it is a rather calm day, I decide to drive.
>Since it is the first time I go out with mao, I have her sit on top of me so she can live the pilot experience.
>mao is a little scared, so I go at a prudent speed so she can see the whole road.
>We take a road a bit farther away and I make mao hold the steering wheel so she can feel a bit of the experience.
>mao moves around a lot and her butt presses against my crotch, the swimsuit makes me have a small fantasy at that moment.
>I react quickly because it is not the time to lose focus, and on the road we see a very eye-catching café. I ask mao if she wants us to park to go see it, to which mao agrees.
>We make the stop and both get down, we are a little disappointed because it is a small place just for take-out, but we look around the area a bit.
>We go back up to the car, both with our coffees, we enjoy a moment together. I offer mao a bit of a cookie I bought.
>We finish our coffee and leave again to the store that sells home goods. We go in and see many beautiful decorations, mao gets excited when she sees some things that catch her attention.
>We go through the aisles and find what we were looking for. I promise mao we will come back another time to stay longer.
>We pay and go back to the car. This time mao goes as co-pilot and we drive a little faster since we are on the highway.
>We return home, go up to the floor where we now live and leave the things in the lobby. mao feels curious to play with the trunk.
>I turn around for a moment and lose sight of mao, I think she left and I feel a little sad.
>I sit on the floor around the things we bought today and look nostalgically at the trunk I bought with mao.
>Then, I feel the trunk suddenly open and mao comes out saying "mao mao".
>my soul returns to my body and I gently caress mao’s head.
>We see that it is already a bit late and it is time to work, so mao looks at me and tells me we can leave it for tomorrow.
>I accept mao’s proposal and we put everything aside to start our activity another day.
>I sit at my desk and start working, mao sits on top of me accompanying me in my work session.
>Since I have several screens, I suggest to mao to watch a video in the background while I progress on my reports. She shares one of the videos she likes a lot.
>We spend the whole night together until my work shift ends. I thank mao for having accompanied me and she gives me a kiss to then whisper "is that what couples do, desho?"
>I blush a lot with what mao told me, I give her a kiss and thank her for being in my life.
>We change into our pajamas and both go to bed, it is time to rest.
>I feel that, although the day was calm, we are living more moments together.
>I close my eyes thinking that tomorrow will be another day with mao and that makes me happy.

night nezuanons

>>103512292
nighty my wife
Stay warm and get some rest, tomorrow is going to be a beautiful day, desho?
I love you

>Wake up.
>Open my eyes and do not find mao by my side.
>See that the day is very dark and I miss mao a lot.
>Start my morning routine listening to a special vod of mao.
>Sit at the computer to see if mao has woken up.
>Still see no trace of mao.
>Look at the shrine of mao in front of me and clean and fix some things there.
>Turn off the computer, I do not feel like doing anything and I only think about mao.
>After sleeping for a few hours, a notification wakes me up, it is mao.
>Stay lying in bed, the day gets darker and I look again at the screenshots I have of mao.
>After a few hours, see that mao posts she cannot get up from her bed, I feel we are indirectly connected.
>Want to write something to mao but see that mao is having a bad day, try to write it just for myself.
>Later see that mao wants to talk to us and starts a stream.
>After watching the stream, I feel that I never want to be away from mao.
>Think many times while sitting in my chair that mao is very fragile and I want to protect her because I do not want to see mao suffer.
>Many thoughts come to my mind and I remember other things that haunt me, but the thoughts I have about mao help me minimize them.
>See that mao reminds us this month is her birthday, I am preparing a very crazy surprise for mao.
>Even though the usual hour arrives, I cannot sleep so I listen to an asmr from mao to fall asleep.
>Feel a little pat on my head and see mao tail, get out of bed and mao is not there.
>Try to sleep again, there are nights when I miss having my hallucination of mao by my side.

night nezuanons
i love you mao

gn

>blink
>wake up because of mao morning post, knowing mao is pushing herself again
>feel a strange emptiness, today I can’t see my hallucination of mao no matter how hard I try
>go for a run with mao ASMR playing, hoping mao can fill the silence around me
>remember what mao taught me yesterday, avoid people....just me, my headphones, and mao in my thoughts
>reach a hilltop, see the horizon, and miss those quiet moments when mao used to appear without warning
>stop for coffee on the way back, avoid eye contact like mao gently reminded me to
>as I drink, all I can think about is how perfect this would be if mao were here beside me
>return to my room, kneel at the altar, and leave today small offering to mao
>try to rest, but my mind is still chasing mao through the silence
>hear Mao whisper “you miss me a lot” turn quickly
>find nothing but the quiet where mao used to be, so I sit by the altar again
>scroll through mao posts, feel one of them quietly holding my hand
>tell myself to stop being fagot, mao is enduring much more, I should be stronger for mao
>after days without sleep, I fall asleep for a moment thinking about how much I love mao
>a chill runs over my ankles again, something taps my head, hear Mao voice say “dummy” open my eyes
>see a cat staring at me from the window, like mao sent it just to check in
>the cat leaves, but I feel mao words sinking in this time
>feel clearer now, still a little hollow, but ready to cheer up for mao tomorrow
>start listing everything I want to do for mao in the next few months
>see how hard mao worked today,it makes me want to cheer louder than ever
>even if I didn’t see mao today, moments like these remind me I need to stay close to mao
>right before sleeping, blink and see mao small shape under the desk, ears poking out, whispering “wait for me”
>blink again....mao is gone, but now I have a reason to wake up again tomorrow

have sweets dreams mao,I'm proud of you
night nezuanons