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>>83010946
Well I'm a short autistic incel and I have a cuck kink. I wonder if there's an overlap between autism and cuckold fetishes?
>My Korean parents divorced because dad is an angry alcoholic cop and my Americanized mom cheated
>With grandparents until I was 11/12 and mom got a therapist job in the US army so I joined her in Germany
>Her big German bf (Sven) fucked her in our apartment as she moaned loudly so I spied through the keyhole
>I'm an autist so I fapped many times watching her big pale tits flop and Sven's big cock looked juicy
>Later we moved to a base in Japan and she was getting fucked by a blond Australian marine
>I'd hide in the closet with horizontal slits 10 mins early and fap as they fucked then leave as they slept
Did it 7 times. She saw me cumming in the closet last time but laughed it off. Never did voyeurism again. We moved to Belfast. She had Sven's daughter but he left her. I got a job. Became a beta provider for my sis. Mom is a kid therapist but on her free time she exercises and acts slutty.
>Stopped fapping to mom but civ 2 made me relapse because I played as female leaders and imagined my irl mom was the queen
>Beat the game on all difficulties except deity and I'm Korean but only played as the Mongols, Chinese or Japs
>Kept getting conquered by Romans, Vikings, Greeks, Russians and Germans then imagined their kings fucking mom
Fapped hard after losing these matches. Imagining my irl mom's pale and thicc body being roughly used by chad warrior kings while I fap and she taunts me. Then under occupation I'm forced to be mom's femboy geisha slave that serves her while she's pregnant and carrying chad babies.