>>531910832
No, you aren't alone I feel physically ill if I top up even on double bonus. They're unnecessary expenditures by nature in terms of value, I already have 12 plus S ranks and they all work great in tandem, rolling further is gambling and vanity.
You have entered the genre of mentally ill SEA gambling addicts and anti-social schizophrenics, if you are still this self aware I'm here to tell you: don't go deeper there is nothing there for you.
Zenless zone zero