>>2680132
It started as mutual experimentation as we were both first hitting puberty. Looking at porn together, comparing dicks, jerking off together, "practicing kissing", stuff like that. Which eventually led to trading handjobs, which led to BJs, and things just slowly escalated from there. We both went through all the usual teenage angst and guilt and attempting to convince ourselves that we weren't really gay, despite what we were doing. But regardless of our insecurities, I'd say by around sophomore year of high school we'd clearly moved from "just fooling around" territory into full-blown "having sex."
>>2680503
Thanks. And yeah, it's not out of the question that we might ultimately end up together... it's something we keep going back and forth on, especially as we both keep trying to date other people (both guys and girls) and it never quite seems to work out better than what we've got with each other. I do wish we just weren't cousins, it would make things a lot less complicated...