>>41032248 > 14 I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus. > Philippians 3:14
anon, you are going to make it. the strength that works within you is greater than anything that is in this world. it is done.
Masturbation just simply staves off the dense stygian cloud of existential dread, which negatively feedback loops into more and more despair turning into hopelessness, which causes demotivation and paralysis in decision, because "what's the point" at the end of the day.
But actually emotionally bonded sex, for a man to be loved in turn as much as he loves, it's a wellspring of life for a man, and all aspects and markers of healthy vitality in a man improve.
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Siblings are supposed to love one another. Our modern conception of love has no room for any sort of love other than erotic, so love for friends is seen as gay, and love for family is replaced by incest.
Porn websites also push incest, and the fetish is further accelerated by the thrill of breaking a taboo with nothing visibly disgusting happening on screen (As incest porn is only incest porn if you know that the characters are related)