My life is not going out like I want them to be but I don’t want to just kill myself

I want to rape and murder (no matter men or women, just murder some people)

I want to do things in real life and not play shit video game all day


I have so many people to kill, I have list in my mind but I probably going get caught right after I rape some bitch so I need more time, it complex


I don’t want to right get into jail, I want to go one one and kill people I have bad history with them, I’m not letting a thing go, fuck this


I can’t stop smiling after killing rat, I’m more bloodlust than ever
You want woman? Rape her. You hate this guy? Kill him


I have such big dreams anon, I want to be serial killer, but I focus on people I have bad history with them and rape random girl


From mid school to high school to work, a lot of people that need to get slaughtered


I don’t want to hurt people that do to me nothing, there is some bitch that I have bad history with her in work, maybe I would rape and kill her, i don’t know where she live but I think maybe I could find


I just don’t want to hurt people that didn’t hurt me/piss me off

I really want to stab someone not going lie, i still hype up after first time killing animal (rat)

I really want to know what it like to kill someone and also what it feel like to touch real life woman, rape her to death.


For now i eat sugar a little, it just lower my testosterone but I need to think more clear


I don’t sure I want to kill someone, rape? Sure, but kill? Seems little too much, not going lie


I was thinking I could become combat role in idf and go fight in Gaza and find some girl (from age 12-30) to rape but I didn’t get combat role and have too much low profile to get one


For now…. I just think about what I should do… just not sure…

Killing animals like deer or rat is good way to build confidence

Maybe even torture the rat a little, to become more confident and bloodlust

What if someone try to hurt you? You should be ready to kill these who want to hurt you or these who mock you


Man need to be strong, confident and bloodlust

No need for emotional and anything like this


Be ready to rape and kill even, be strong!!!!

No smoking, no drink, hell not even sugar, men need to be strong


Rise your kid well anon, force him to kill deer or just rat

And pay for him sex worker while he is young


Also learn him to treated women badly, fuck women


I myself going for sure rape and murder women, a lot of them


I hope for black women to be my victims, i’m going rape and murder so many women, my name would be remembered of for years to come.

Trust me, I would going become big and scary man one day and I going stand on the corps of so many nigger women and maybe some Asian and Slavic women also, maybe some Arabs women also


So many women to rape and killed, I can’t wait


But I need few more years


To be stronger and a little smarter, I swear I’m going rape and kill so many black women, so many anon….

Good father should capture rat and make is son kill him

Make him a man

Too weak men these days
Also, pay for sex worker for him so he could lose is virginity

If I have son, this is two thing I definitely would do for him


My father is dick who never care about me, fuck him I don’t need is ass, i’m my own man and I start to be more bloodlust than ever, my will to rape and murder is crazy high, my testosterone in general is high, my beard is growing even faster than in the past, i think


I start to do boxing, i imagine this punching bag as woman and it really help me


I’m getting ready to be able to knockdown woman in one punch so she could not scream and than rape her


I might try to capture rat again, but this time I would not kill him fast, I would do it slowly, take my time to enjoy this


I need practice so I could imagine what I do to woman if I get my hand on one

For now i’m weak physically but I train

Also, I need to start have my own money and house and shit


I’m going kidnapping some bitch and used her as my sex slave in my basement, she would give birth to my kids


Patience is needed, I just need to get smarter and stronger before I start to make my move and try rape some bitch

I have big dream but I believe in myself

I join the army and i believe I could find GF and maybe hate women less


Obviously I don’t find any girlfriend, but my hate to women rise


Fucking women bro, you can’t even understand how much I fucking want to rape and kill at least one woman

I swear you can’t even understand how much will I have to do it…. Rape some birch and rip her head clean off


I imagine this rat as woman and I couldn’t stop smiling after killing him, fuck I want to rape and murder at least one woman so so so fucking bad bros… they are trash who shouldn’t be allowed voting rights…

Either way, nothing big change, I mean I always dream of Rape and murder, even men can be okay


I thinking I could actually get my desired full fill in Gaza or Lebanon or even Syria but Kek I’m so weak and low iq the army don’t even want me as combat role…

I killed living thing


I don’t feel anything, not happy and not sad, just do what have to be done


Meh

I think I don’t really have will to kill any human being or whatever


But I absolutely want to rape, want to touch real life woman, jailed her in my basement and she would be my sex toy and give birth to my kids, I absolutely want to do it


I don’t have will to kill people just for fun or whatever


I just want to rape some girl, breed her in my basement


But I’m not psycho, I don’t want to kill or harm someone just for fun