You! Yes you! Get your fucking ass off those fucking porn sites, tell your CS Go douchebag friends to fuck off, and stop listening to fucking depressing music. Take a little bit of your government money, but instead of spending it on video games, spend it on an online program in Computer Science. Then afterwards get cleaned up, dress nice, and go through webcam interviews until you get a decent job.
Hell of a lot better than you being mopey all day.
You'll thank me in 5 years.