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>Yeah you see what I mean about a slave having to beg really hard before she can convince me that she is safe to have all of these dehumanizing things done to her? This is exactly why.

Yeah, I totally understand. I've done the stuff in the past and if someone wanted to they could've easily pwned me and I would've had no recourse... But I trusted the people I played with. They just weren't good for TPE stuff really.

Like, they could've sent nudes to my family, or they could've called them, or used my identity documents lol. I mean total power exchange is what I'm into after all! Risks are serious and it should be expected that I hold up my end of agreements or face the agreed upon punishments. Which, most doms aren't sadistic and into that stuff, but some are. I like the ones that are willing to actually follow through and punish me the most. It's a sign of mutual understanding and respect, really. As someone's slave, it's my sole purpose in existence to do what they tell me to do, and to follow any and all conditions / directions imposed upon me.

>Its a big part of why I feel even more concern and want to protect them even more.
That's really sweet of you! If you ever wanted to protect me, you could post your simplex or e-mail or something!!~

>You do at least understand what is at the core of what a Master gets out of this arrangement. Being able to reshape someone to that degree, it's just the ultimate expression of what this lifestyle is.

Yes, I feel like a lot of subs might be confused on the appeal of it for doms. I think if you're dom you probably want legitimate lasting impacts on the sub if you're in this space. Some kind of lasting impression for better or worse (depending on the guy) that says "I was here, and I left my mark"

Thank you so much for the 10 minutes with my sink btw! It was stretching and nice for my muscles, and I thought a lot about how I can be a better object in the future.

You're great, and I love your posts!