>>513456200
It was ingrained in me all the inspirational talks ragebait social media posts. Always made me angry if i see beautiful woman my first thought is anger. Because all of it is unfair becuase im remided by their privellege

It took me time to understand the game is rigged my mind would argue back and forth to try to find the good in life.

But i've made peace with it after all my choice is to live with the pleasures i have now offerd by the tech. Or die in a war zone or get euthanized

My meditations have made be in peace even though the rage comes back i think of nothing leading me to a blissfull state

>>509638652
Meditate think about nothing, your mind will flow like a river, to thoughts good or bad if it is good focus on that if it is bad once again think about the nothingness

You will have the serinity of the great of chudda only if you reply to this thread

> sister buys a dog during covid
>ends up taking care of all of it's responsibilty
>this one time had to hear shit from neighbours if it goes out from where it's tied up

The dog was hard to train it ran away everytime causing problems

Sister never even took it out for walks or feed it mom and me had to feed it

My body had aches from walking it putting all my energry on it i was overwhelmed

After we moved houses it started attacking worms and whenever i took it to the vet they were rude it died due to some issues during all this i failed my classes had to sit out my younger years due to caring fot this animal

I would tell my mom and sister give up the dog they were too emotionally attached. But they had to keep it and due to that it had to meet a dire end

I knew from the start that take care of an aninal was a job and during covid they would adopt a dog and give it up later


And now she is bitching me to skip college and get a job. Telling me i wouldn't get work anywhere without experience. Also she is talking about travelling and all that bullshit

While not even taking responsibility for what she caused in my life god i hate woman they want to fix their maternal insticnt so they get a dog