Long, whiny blogpost inbound.
I've been using this website for 13-14 years and the gradual decline is tragic to see. I used to frequent several boards, then dropped them one by one as the culture shifted and morphed into unrecognizable bullshit. Now the time has come where the final board needs to be dropped, but I can't seem to do it. I don't have any other socialization and video games aren't fun anymore unless I'm blitzed out of my mind, and even then it has diminishing returns.
The internet as a whole has also gotten progressively worse over time, although much more faster than 4chan has and much worse too, simply because more people use it. I used to use different forums to talk about my interests before discord came out and ruined that. Social media like reddit and facebook don't even need explanation. I stopped using other websites besides youtube a couple of years ago, and youtube sucks but I can't drop it either. I grew up on the internet, and am also a schizoid so the outside world has nothing for me, and therapy doesn't help because of the failings of the mental health system when it comes to personality disorders. I have had a brain injury which affects my ability to work. I live in a shitty area so its not safe to go outside even if I wanted to.
I am becoming increasingly deranged and miserable being relegated to a board that I don't like because it's the only remnant of past enjoyment, and something needs to change. This website is no longer the haven it once was, it now sucks just like everything else. I understand that I'm being a fag and don't really care, nor do I expect anything to come of this.
Basically my question for advice is what to do? Where to go? Is there any hope?

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queek makes a good woman in a pinch its true