>skinny soft girly boy is completely straight
>muscular hard masculine man is a literal faggot
Why is this so common?

I'm ugly. What do I do? i'm a 20y woman and i suppose that I look relatively average, probably a solid 4/5... but I have a shitty square jaw, a wide nose, and my lips aren't big enough to balance it all out. My hygiene is great, and I do my best to look presentable, but my weird looks and autistic tendencies don't give me a lot of leeway, especially when things are expected of me socially, beyond smiling and nodding. People think that i'm nice, but I have no friends and I don't interact with any of my coworkers because I don't care about them. I spend my time on twitter and tiktok looking at girls ten times prettier than me with minimal effort. Am I fucked?