>>33611116
>this is a mess
Story of my life kek
>You can find a way out of this
Thanks for the encouragement anon, but I fucking suck at my job and my shifts are irregular, so idk if I'll make enough by the end of the month to pay it off
Idk what's wrong with me desu, I just know I'm fucked in the head and really shit at life
>>33611148
>The meds were good for him
They didn't really do shit lol (besides make me physically feel like shit). I'm pretty sure I was misdiagnosed and am actually BPD or something
>>33611139
>I have suicidal thoughts all the time
Aw, that sucks man. Maybe look into trying to get some support yourself, idk
>>33611153
You're better off going outside...
>>33611154
I would rather play Sonic R than Crossworlds ngl

Should I just turn off my alarm and skip my job centre meeting this morning
I don't even know what to say to her, I've made 0 progress
I was supposed to email her over a week ago about something and didn't
You know the situation is grim when you would take literally any job (at my last job I was literally cleaning up shit) and can't get anything
I was supposed to go on like three trips with people this month and cancelled on them all, because I can't afford to be goofing off atm, but think I've burned those bridges now
How do you people do it? How do you get up in the morning and not want to kill yourself?