>>82265215
>How did you know that you're not just an effeminate gay guy instead of a "female"?
It's just a mental disorder. I'm self aware. It sucks. Probably genetic and related to birth order (Blanchard wrote a paper on it, although I disagree with most of his works this one is empirical)

>When did you learn about the existence of FtMs?
Probably around the time I was 12 when I saw it in a documentary on National Geographic Channel. Which I watched religiously.
>Does it bother you that your voice sounds like it's between genders, neither male nor female?
Well, I'm MTF so I don't have that problem.
>What are your feeling about bottom surgery?
Absolutely would want it. Being able to have a vagina would be an enhancement for my favorite person. Unless they told me otherwise, then I would refrain.