>>82783955
>It's from a conversation I had with an anon a couple hours ago
oh i was talking about myself anon. i also still want a bullet in my head despite having tried almost everything at this point.
>they see *some* value to life.
and what if they do? how does that change their circumstance? it doesn't. anon, no one really wants to die, they just can't keep living anymore, and in certain cases there really isn't anything that can be done.
>But there's always hope, right?
sure, hope is the last thing to die, but it dies regardless. with you, or without you.
>there's always another thing to do *usually*
that's subjective though. you might see other ways out, but the person in the middle of the smoke sees nothing but smoke. so it's hard to say when something is a valid option to try or nothing more than a delay for the inevitable.
>But I must. It's who I am
in that case you need to learn to accept that not everyone gets a happy ending. real life isn't kind nor fair.
>>82784021
i don't think depending on public transportation is something to be killing yourself over really. but still, think of your cats, they need you
>>82784077
>without them the world is so dark and cold
indeed, but it's also because of others that the world is dark and cold to begin with. we've made it that way.
>wish I just had someone with me 24/7
same honestly. would make doing anything a lot less stressful knowing there's someone with me. i still ask my mom to come do stuff with me (though she understandably refuses most of the time) whenever i can desu. bit embarrassing but oh well.
>but without the actual retardation
i beg to differ...
>Maybe I just need more time then
be careful with this phrase though. maybe it's true for now, but as more and more time passes, what you need might actually be to get out there despite not being ready. and it's okay, i've gotten over that episode. considering i now wish i actually did jump.