>>538650614
no its not a good thing but i mean i would argue that, well, ok. this is a Whole Nother Can Of Worms but i am slightly different in the way that my fetishization of my mental illness is a desperate clinging to make myself feel better about a rotten existence. i think my thing is more glamorizing/aesthethizing my trauma and then letting others fetishize it. still bad! and i do not recommend!
>>538650680
wellyes and thats something very frustrating to me but the thing is is that those stereotypes exist for a reason. sometimes people are just the posterchild for what every fake wannabe tries to turn themselves into. i've been doing this sort of thing for ages thus why my spammer keeps reposting the images i made when i wasl ike 16 splattering my blood all over my kemono-self because of really bad things happening in my life.

this probbaly sounds defensive but really im just hyper and my game wont open so im rambling while i wait.

>>536713313
incredibly no

>>536441580
hey
have you ever imagined killing yourself like
have you ever imagined suicidal ideation you should think about it more often. just a suggestion. think about it for a bit and see ow you feel. and then think about it some more.

>>536414043
what i do

>>536404938
playing with my touys