I wanna work on my game but I am so tired.
On 11 of next month I will see my doctor. I will probably get vitamin D and other health medications. I will ask for Ritalin as well to see if it helps.

Stopping the anti depressants did make me feel better. I feel more alive... But motivation is still low.

I can't stop thinking about how I am wasting my precious skills and intelligence by being tired all the time.

It's not fair, there are people who can't stop studying and working, but I have no energy or desire to do even the things I enjoy.

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