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OP, I'll ask you to find another way, though if you've made your mind up, at least make your last days a good time. If not, struggle onwards for another sunrise. Maybe make another thread tomorrow and rethink this all out.
For other anons in this thread, let this be a warning:
Therapy is for normalfaggots with normalfaggot problems. I had a few therapists, was in therapy for years. They only ever lied to me. Ran me around in circles for months on end, just to keep an eye on me, horrified they were. Never saw me as a patient, but as a threat. Of course it never helped. I've done more to strengthen my mental health looking down the barrel of a .38 than all my time spent with a fuckin shrink. If they're not a jew they're working for one, and not to be trusted, ever.
I imagine OP was ran around the ringer being told just enough to think he might've been getting help, when all he was doing was lining the pockets of a disgusting machine that feeds off of robots, cyborgs, and the many failed normalfaggots of the world. It's terrible they destroyed a man already so in hard strife and down on his luck, and they get away with it every day. If you recieve any money from OP don't spend it on a fucking shrink.

OP, may the gods watch over you, and I'll see you in the next thread/life.