Do you think it'd be viable for a straight guy to enter into a homosexual relationship the same way that gays used to have wives as beards?
I am close with an objectively 10/10 twink that I've known for a very long time that has made it clear has a crush on me despite me being an average guy in every way. He is way out of my league physically, is incredibly emotionally stable, has a life and financial security, and most importantly we have great chemistry.
I'm just so burnt out on dating women. If gay dudes could hold up completely sham relationships for decades surely I could do the same for someone I have at least platonic love for.