I'm fine with being called a larper because I'm more superstitious than actually religious but paganism is more emotionally fulfilling to me than christianity. Wotan riding on the wind stirring madness and furry, the brutality of Thor smashing the clouds with thunder, Freya hypnotizing you to foolishness with love, even just dancing drunk around a fire for a god who's name I don't even know is more satisfying to me than the premise that Jesus redeemed my soul.