>>722936230
Your post kinda made me reflect on where I'm at. I'm a 31 diagnosed schizo and finally got on the gibs over a year ago. Not having any job stress along with being properly medicated has made me generally stop caring about society and how I'm viewed. I just focus on my family life with my mom and aunt, and cat. And play my vidya, build Lego stuff, etc. Look at this Republic era Victory-I Star Destroyer I made out of an Acclamator set with many of my own other parts. It's not professional but I had fun and am proud of it. This is how chill I am, I just play with toys and take care of myself now. Totally content. I might get lonely once my mother passes away but that's life. Have my brother and a niece and nephew still too. So I wont be a complete non-entity once my mom is gone at least. Point is, fuck what society thinks, and fuck the whole fear, guilt, or shame systems. I live for what I want to do.