Do you think any of our parents feel any shame or remorse for giving us lesser lives than the ones they lived?

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>parents divorced when i was 10 or so
>dad said "work for computers and you'll be guaranteed a career"
>mom only ever gave "do whatever and we'll support you"
>school is a FUCKING joke, never come close to failing unless it's some subjective shit like english where a teacher says "art is open to interpretation" right before giving you a shit mark for interpreting it wrong
>1st semester of college is laughable, halfway through it the prof gave us a guide to our final marks that semester and all of us were already at around a 70 with like 2 hrs of work to make it 95-100
>spend the latter half of the semester playing starcraft and such together in the lab
>semester 2 is hard as shit and i fail a class
>crawl my way to graduating a year and a half later than i should have
>cannot find a job in my field, the ones that are close go terribly thanks to people taking advantage of me when i reveal i'm kind and willing to work hard (once did 6 months of manager work to 'prove' i wanted a promotion, they gave the promotion to someone outside the company and expected me to keep working as a manager at normal pay and fired me when i refused)
>worked at a fucking grocery store all through covid
>worked for stepdad and they immediately ran into countless issues with nonpaying customers and ex-employees running off with thousands of dollars, and they go under after 30 years of business and all i can do is assume i'm fucking cursed and i'll bring entire businesses down with said curse if there's no way to simply get me fired

my last day of work was early june and my family literally tunes me out when i say i'm never working again in response to their queries about job hunting
>oh, something will come around
No it fucking won’t I am utterly fucked and you wasted hundreds of thousands of dollars just to give me this shit life. I never even had a friends beyond kindergarten or a girlfriend because of my worthless parents disillusioning me on relationships when I was five.

I had to move back in with my parents during covid after losing my job and now work retail my cheating whore girlfriend left me to go find herself which means literally smoking meth with niggers and I’m 34. I sincerely feel like I’m wasting my very finite anime and video game and goon time by working. I think I’m going to call it quits and just quit working maybe get on disability or something or leech off my parents. Fuck them they shouldn’t have had kids in the first place. How is the average American zoomer handling having no future? Every aspect of society is just crushing.

Do you think our parents feel any shame or remorse for the shit life and world they gave to us? I know boomers are a lost cause but I’m talking about gen x.
My brother flat out won’t even leave the room and haven’t since highschool and my parents are baffled why despite him straight up saying woman are shit and work doesn’t pay shit and that he doesn’t want to relive their lives but worse.