I get you man
I went to Iraq as part of Inherent Resolve
I was able to go to Mosul just after the IA liberated it from ISIL. It was terrible really. Everything was destroyed, or damaged. They were just starting to trickle in. They would go into their fucked up houses and pull out rotting bodies and pieces. Heads and legs and chunks of rotten meat and bone. Put them in white body bags and lay them out for collection. IA would shoot or run over the dogs so they wouldn't eat at the bodies. Everyone looked miserable. I hated looking at the kids. I hated looking at them, they looked so fucking sad. So fucking sad, just fucking empty. There just kids man they didn't deserve any of that. What kind of world are we making where kids have to see the torn up bodies of other kids. I fucking hate it. I hate it so much. None of this should have happened. I'm never having kids, how could I bring life into this fucked up world. Everyday some idiots around me talk about race war or riots and just wanting to pop someone. Fuck you. You ask for violence because you don't understand it. You don't understand what's at stake. Fuck you. But I'm done talking to idiots, no one gets it. I just do my job and go home. I go to my range and shoot clay pigeons. I'll do this until I die or eat my shotgun, im done trying to talk, I'll just do me.