>How are you doing today?
dizzy lol I feel like shit and wana cry and throw up
>Any plans for today?
I did nothing but prep to leave for uni again and worry in bed / rot
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
a couple months ago :(
>Why did you hurt yourself?
stress from all angles
>Is there anything bothering you right now?

my gf is being super distant with me and this is the first actually goof relationship ive ever had and watching her probably lose interest is slowly killing me and I don't know what to do, its so hard to get through the days and I fucking hate it , I just wish she would tell me why and stop avoiding me , I feel like that stupid picture of a rabit holding a clock (pic rel) with the caption all roads lead to rome or time tells no lies or wtv bc I am truly unlovable and I will fuck up a good thing by being myself and idk why its so hard to have her , why is she slipping through my fingers , why can't she just come back to me or give me a clean break and tell me or something