I've found that gaining a little weight is fine, most women aren't these anorexic girls you see in magazines or twinks you see in porn. My weight has plateaued and I am happy where I am as I am able to eat as much as I like to, which isn't too much but I also am still skinny passing. I also still love going to the gym and exercise in general. It's been a big hurdle getting to this point since I did used to be anorexic. I do think "fatmaxxing" has it's merit but not to an absurd extent, be kind to your body nonas.