I'm 38. As I get closer and closer to 40, I really do understand the mid-life crisis. I feel no passion for anything. I feel no excitement or enjoyment or happiness. I keep thinking a purchase of something might fix it, so I'm looking at stupid shit like figures and computers and musical instruments but it's all so meaningless. I don't know what to do, I don't want to fall prey to rampant consumption just because I'm empty inside.