>>40934548
I've achieved a sort of anti-success (which is still success for someone like me ;3
They know what I want and do everything and anything to try and keep my from what I want. They try to make me into something I'm not and all they do is make me loathe more and more, having to cut out and lock my heart away on a daily basis is exhausting, yet I am able to remember the Love I am denied, and this gods forsaken process makes me stronger
In other words, their retarded methods increase my mental retard strength :D