>>720036387
Holo's kind of in a vague spot with her past honestly. The fact that her memory's not good leaves basically her whole past vague and it's very intentional, she even fucks with Lawrence a few times by suggesting he's not her first. That could also have just been teasing though and the novels make it clear that she considers Lawrence to be her actual first, and that it's unlikely anyone would ever be able to affect her in the same way again. Also Myuri is clearly her first actual child for what it's worth, and possibly her only child since it's already been ~18 years as of the latest novel and she still hasn't had a second one.