It makes me sad. That I get these thoughts inside of me head. Of hurting my roommates.

Because they are innocent.

And I do my best to realize that.

I leave them alone.

And I do not interfere with their enjoyment.

But yet. For whatever reason. I have this idea inside of my head.
That I would be better without them.

One day I will be free from it.
And so too will they.