i'm 19 and i don't want to get radicalized and /pol/pilled but every time i search a name of a sus person he is jewish according to wikipedia, what the fuck, this shit is scaring me. i'm thinking about stop researching stuff and pretend it's not real.

I've known being a boy wasn't for me when puberty started. I fear the psychic damage of looking in the mirror. practically my whole family are right wing religious nuts so transitioning isn't an option until i have my own place. I can't find a job anywhere and rent prices seem to get higher by the minute. I don't have good grades because of adhd. I don't believe i have a future in the US, claiming asylum in canada seems like my only hope but apparently there's too many people being processed in that system right now.

weird people on a random corner of the internet, is it over for me?

>I'll never be a boy on girl /r9k/ getting lusted after by hundreds of girls.
It's fair all these girls don't ever appreciate what they have.

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fuck me you're a girl my age who just offered to chat with me and I refused. I hate myself so fucking much

The boredom of NEET life is hard to cope with sometimes. I feel like I'm slowly going insane. I'm too retarded to have any hobbies or creative endeavours. I should ACK.

I'M SO FUCKING BORED HOLY SHIT NONE OF THE THREADS ARE INTERESTING
Fuck my retarded NEET life. I'm not exaggerating when I say that all I do is watch youtube and browse 4chan, I don't even have any hobbies. I feel jealous of people who have cool and interesting hobbies like art, programming, etc. I'm just an empty shell of a person.