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>>40834524
it's ok!
>>40834648
I was reading some of my old story, wow I really let the worms in my head and 'one guy' get to me
I bet I missed out so much on life cos I was too busy putting myself down and defending against perceived attacks, but I was kinda a funny ditz occasionally
I should compile a file of times ppl said I was cute, or pretty, or wanted to sa me, or tell me to kys when I said I was ugly, just so I can look at it and tell myself 'yeh, I was that bich'
don't put yourself down or get dragged down seraph, life can still be magical if you want it to

>>40321050
70kg really isn't bad though, even if you were short you could still fit into a lot of decent outfits
I mean, everyone is different, and it also kinda depends on metabolism
like you're young and probably have a good metabolism, and they say the machine says I have the metabolism of a mid 60 year old, besides the other complications, so I'm kind of donezo...
it's fine though, I'm used to it, I just wish I didn't feel hung over on days I exert myself so I can focus on other things

after the temperature started getting hotter and hotter a few years ago I just decided to make sure I always had air conditioning
I'm way more productive and can still work out and read without melting