>be me as a kid
>before I knew I was a tranny
>was obsessed with the body swap episodes in cartoons because I wished I could switch bodies with a girl
>one night google "body swap memes" to see if there are any
>stumble my way into r/bodyswap, it was my first exposure to porn
>develop body swap fetish
>also find sissy shit too
>ffw a year to when I'm in middle school
>my best friend has a new girlfriend
>I become obsessed with her because I want to be her so bad
>she looked exactly how I wanted to look and sounded exactly gow I wanted to sound. Everything I wanted to be
>regularly fantasized about switching bodies with her and fucking my friend
>around this time start browsing traa and egg_irl because I was retarded middle schooler
>anyway my friend and his girlfriend broke up because he moved away. I didn't have any classes eith her the next couple years but still regularly fantasized about becoming her
>ffw a couple more years, stop repressing and finally admit to myself I'm a tranny
>trooned out a few years ago, 18 now
>still watch bodyswap porn

Idk if I gave myself ROGD by watching bodyswap porn as an impressionable pubescent or if Ive always been a tranny and that's why I was interested in the stuff in the first place. Either way I still think its hot as hell and masturbate to the idea of magically stealing a cis woman's body & life. I deserve it more than they do anyway