>>725219412
you'd have to be extremely delusional to not see it.

also if you were ugly and it wouldn't bother you in the way you put it to be, it would be the same as certain men whos entire mental collapses the moment they see a mirror or being referred to as men by others.
delusion and ignorance is never good.

when you can see things clearly, only then you can start working on actual self improvement, and happiness.
being ugly outwardly doesn't have to hurt not because youre blind to it, but because you shouldn't put much import on such a thing you can't change, and especially not put any import on opinions of others, because someone living according to opinions of others will have nothing but misery in their life.
ancient Greeks figured it out years ago, why can't you?