Spent the last three years trying to build a life with a woman who turned out to be a dar triad tier covert narcissistic psychopath in reality, robbed me of thousands triangulated me and cheated on me and when she found out I ended up in the hospital after a failed suicide attempt (tried the ol toaster in the bathtub trick) she told me that she never loved me and that I should just die because I'm weak.

Comes back around via text message in attempt to hoover me from time to time, I spent two weeks in a fucking mental hospital by the way.

All my so-called friends essentially just said "oh, that's too bad. Glad you're still around" and that's it. I've never felt more alone in my entire life.

I won't be trying again for quite a while (if ever)

TL;DR: I hope there's a deep, dark pit in the deepest bowels of hell specifically marked out for (You) OP. You slimy fucking piece of fucking shit.