Wake up, go to work, go to the gym, get ready and go on a date. Kiss or fuck the girl, it doesn't matter. Get back home and schedule another date the next day with one of today's matches or a girl I've been talking to. Can't forget to reply to the 10 girls I've been texting every day. Fuck, one of them sent me an audio or video, God damned waste of time. Get 5 hours of sleep, I just wasted 2h past midnight sexting and trading nudes with some whore. Still have to jerk off in the morning. Can't forget to renew my subscription for Tinder Platinum, this way I get at least 10 matches a day, more options for when I want to fuck someone spontaneously. I hate women. All they want is my body. They'll fuck and ghost. Fuck em, I don't wanna date the whores anyway. The girls I do wanna date don't wanna date me either. They say everything is good but something is missing. Something is always missing. I'm tired. But I'm so lonely. My self worth is based around the number of women I conquer. But all I want is one. One pretty one though, the ugly and fat ones fall in love too easily. I've broken too many of their hearts. Doesn't matter, though, they wouldn't love the real me. They just love the persona I put out there. Nobody can stand me at my worst, might as well not show it. I'm so tired. I don't wanna deal with women and people anymore. But I can't stop. I love the thrill of it. But I'm so tired. Too many dates, too many things to remember, too many people to talk to, too much sex to have, too much money to spend, too many needs to fulfill. I don't want to feel anything anymore.