>>543576146
His stream was the final nail in the coffin.
First there were the cheating accusations.
Then getting fired from chess.cum
Now the first stream after a few months break where he was tweaking out.
He rewatched the stream and saw his state and realized he could not come back from that performance. People would never see him the same way again.
Chess was his entire life and only reason to live, and it was over.