Got my AvPD diagnosis like two months ago. Onto the pile it goes. I just know my boomer psych won't do anything about it, so why even bring it up?
>QOTT: why are you like this?
You turned me into this
>>40739988
>wish i had a friend or better yet a friend group
Same, but it's kind of like moving abroad. Like, the idea sounds cool but I'd probably just hate it and leave.
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>>40681433
>I don't think so, at all. That is not something people would just expect.
Nah, it really was an expectation in that case. I could've handled it better. But that person met someone else, so it turned out okay I guess.
>Wanna tell me more about them?
I'd rather not, if that's okay... It was already kind of a long time ago and there's not much to tell anyway.
>no matter what you try there is no emotional fulfillment to be found.
That's true. And I often pick something up and find that I either a) can't do it (blegh) or b) can do it (blegh). When I do manage to do it, I very quickly feel stuck and need to run away again.
It would probably be easier if I had a social circle that tied me down to something, but... ya know, we've been over that.
>this is gonna be fun should I go into private enterprise
Is that something you're considering? I imagine you'd be able to make, erm, a /lot/ of money. My cousin's a construction physics PhD and she makes, erm, a /lot/ of money, apparently.
>It takes experiencing the contrary for these people's impressions to die off. I wanna help you make those.
Thanks Anon, but I think I've already made those experiences. It just didn't help too much. I've had a handful of genuinely good friendships over the years, temporary though they were. I think I'm just not in good circumstances for meeting people right now. I mean, I just wouldn't know the concrete steps to take. Maybe it'll change in a couple of years, should I /ever/ finish school.
>keep away from most flavors of people you seem to struggle with
There are just not that many options in my town...
>remembering the good would be grounding
Yeah, you're right. I'll try to note more positive things in my journal.
>do you fear I am masking something unpleasant
I guess not. But it's different IRL.
>>40692501
>I only slept 16
I think as long as you're getting 8 hours of uninterrupted waking time every night you're ok
>I don't think so, at all. That is not something people would just expect.
Nah, it really was an expectation in that case. I could've handled it better. But that person met someone else, so it turned out okay I guess.
>Wanna tell me more about them?
I'd rather not, if that's okay... It was already kind of a long time ago and there's not much to tell anyway.
>no matter what you try there is no emotional fulfillment to be found.
That's true. And I often pick something up and find that I either a) can't do it (blegh) or b) can do it (blegh). When I do manage to do it, I very quickly feel stuck and need to run away again.
It would probably be easier if I had a social circle that tied me down to something, but... ya know, we've been over that.
>this is gonna be fun should I go into private enterprise
Is that something you're considering? I imagine you'd be able to make, erm, a /lot/ of money. My cousin's a construction physics PhD and she makes, erm, a /lot/ of money, apparently.
>It takes experiencing the contrary for these people's impressions to die off. I wanna help you make those.
Thanks Anon, but I think I've already made those experiences. It just didn't help too much. I've had a handful of genuinely good friendships over the years, temporary though they were. I think I'm just not in good circumstances for meeting people right now. I mean, I just wouldn't know the concrete steps to take. Maybe it'll change in a couple of years, should I /ever/ finish school.
>keep away from most flavors of people you seem to struggle with
There are just not that many options in my town...
>remembering the good would be grounding
Yeah, you're right. I'll try to note more positive things in my journal.
>do you fear I am masking something unpleasant
I guess not. But it's different IRL.
>>40692501
>I only slept 16
I think as long as you're getting 8 hours of uninterrupted waking time every night you're ok