>>2570577
I try to keep it controlled withing a single big suitcase, but sometimes like you I over indulge and buy toys or cutesy stuff I never end up using because it feels more like thing I would use if I had a partner and we enjoyed picking up and combining different little cutesy clothes or we played together or read stories.
One thing I am glad I controlled myself and did not get was the expensive self bondage equipment from that super expensive store with straightjacket, booties with spikes, mittens and locked diaper cover.
Lately I am super tempted to get some super cutesy childish pijamas from PretendAgain because they are very toddler like and not so much baby so I imagine myself playing around in my house wearing that while my non existent CG takes care of me.
And when I pay for a pro domme to take care of me we usually dont indulge that much in that kind of thing, I feel like next time she should just play with me and make me model different little clothes and pretend she's enjoying it though mmm