>>938354274
2017 I was 18 and I met up with random guy off Craigslist right before they nuked the personal section and I upsidedown throat fucked him for like maybe an hour straight. I nutted all in his throat. I distinctively remember it smelling like lavender and thought wow this guy is really gay. Never saw him again and never did anything gay or even had sex until 2022 where I fucked a tranny for less than 5 minutes when I realized I had blood on my dick from their ass. Immediately wiped it off and left. I have no idea what's wrong with me. This whole time I could have been banging very hot girls. I'm good looking and before my mental illness onset I would get girls very easily. Once at the mall I kissed like 3 girls in one day. I had sex once in 2013 with girl. Never did it again. It's insane. I could have sex with the hottest gays but with women it's a lot of work. I've downloaded grindr. I'll receive dozens of messages of a simple profile picture of my stomach
