books for this feel? other than houellebecq, already read his entire oeuvre only to learn he's a rich happily married larper

I know they all do. I expect it from them, but what hurts the most is that they don't seem to think that I pick up on it. I guess I'd prefer that they call me a loser right to my face instead of hinting at it, like they think I'm too stupid to notice.

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>tfw too nerdy for the normies and not nerdy enough for the nerds

I'm desperate enough to fuck a YouTube tranny