Guys I feel great. It's been over a month since I started. I have so much energy, my body language has changed completely.
I also have weird mood swings which is probably what is happening right now.
Today I had a 20 minute conversation with a very pretty lady at work today.
It felt so natural too, I wasn't struggling or stammering or embarassed.
I'm not so self-absorbed anymore. The sickly pride is gone.

At the same time I am very angry and upset.
I'm 25 and I feel as if my entire teens and early 20s were taken up by me being a miserable coomer.
Were the best years of my life were taken from me? I'm legitimately distraught. I wasted my life. I've never had a girlfriend or went on roadtrips with buddies or got into trouble.
I don't know what to do. I want to lash out, I want to tell everybody to stay as far the fuck away from this evil poison.

I will NEVER EVER watch porn or jerk off again. It disgusts me. It is the devil's iconography. P

p.s. give me back my foreskin too you awful jew rats